Notes from Self to self

“You must stay very close to the truth now", my inside teacher says to me.
"And you know just what this means;
More energy devoted to hearing the truth about yourself,
More time dedicated to crafting what you've heard as the gift you give the world.
You have become toxic now from the ideas of the world by your own consumption,
And you are psychically sick.
To flush out the fear with which you have chosen to live,
Detox your psyche with a steady stream of truth.
The truth will act as a cosmic and holy sieve.
And all you are to focus on in this restoring time,
Is “Hear the words I speak, and give them to the world”.
But to this end, you will need periods away from the learning of the world;
time out of time; where you are neither parent nor child, mate nor worker;
Time where you are nothing but the Christ asleep, yet wanting to waken.
This devotion to remembering, however brief it may be,
will bring glimpses of a state you have so longed to see,
The state where you listen only to the words love gives you,
and you are giving them away in the way Love shows you.